Wednesday, 19 January 2011

life not so smooth at the momenta

Life at home has been far from a bed of roses but then again when is it ever meant to be smooth non stop? Rather than go into details and tell you all my personal problems, I am going to focus on the emotions. I feel sadness because others are making me sad, I want to cry and cry and realise some of the sadness but the eyes remain dry. I am unsupported and made to feel worthless by the very ones I gave my love too and natured with kindness. I am blamed for their hard times and hardships. I feel like its give me give me give me, who is looking out for me? I hate to be stuck in this rut, surely there is more to life in a family unit, surely there is more to it than pain? Dark times bring dark emotions , I hope things will get better soon inshaAllah.
and this is just a passing phases as close relationships in close space feel strain from time to time too.

7 comments:

Adventurous Ammena said...

im sorry to hear this sis :( insha'Allah my saturday visit and a woddle down green street will make you smile :D

Emma said...

Assalaamu alaikum sister,
I am so sad to read that you are going through difficult times, especially since being pregnant you are no doubt already experiencing a roller coaster of emotions. If I can do anything to help please do let me know insha'Allah. Much love and du'as
xxx

umm abdullah said...

Assalaamu Alaykum

May Allaah, subhaanahu wa ta a'la, make it easy for you and for your family, aameen. In these times, ukhti, make lots and lots of dua. The weapon of the believer. In shaa Allaah, take care ukhti. Wasalaam,

Fruitful Fusion said...

Assalaamu Alaykum dear sis,

I hope you are feeling better now. I know it can't be easy as things are tougher in pregnancy. Here's a du'aa you might know:

Allaahumma laa sahla illaa ma ja'altahu sahla. Wa anta idhaa shi'ta, taj'al al hazana sahla. Fa sahhil umooranaa bi rahmatika ya arhamar raahimeen.

Oh Allah nothing is easy unless you make it easy. And if You Will, you can make sadness/grief easy. So make my affairs easy by Your Mercy, oh Most-Merciful.

This is my quick translation. I pray that it is correct!

*HUGS*

Umm Ibrahim said...

Assalaamu alaikum sis

Sad to read this post and to hear that things are getting you down. Big hugs and du'as from me dear sis. xxx

seekingjenna said...

assalemo alaikum,

I know exactly how you feel sis! its jihad try to focus on the reward insha'allah. Insha'allah we'll soon be feeling the rewardsin this life and then in the next xox

muslimah trying to home edu said...

Salamu alaykum sister,
I see what you mean about the comment. The 'Umm Abdullah' above is not me. Mash'Allah same name but different people.
All my duas.
wa alaykum assalam
Ayesha

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