I have been trying to re build some sort of life for myself since returning to the UK , i can tell you it has been no picnic but i have tried all the same. I think i know what direction i want but i can't seem to feel the contentment i should when i move in that direction. There are the daily trails that take it's toll on me. staying a float is the hardest when all odds are against...i think its sabr (patience ) iam lacking here.
I have picked up a book i have had for many years now and read and re read at least 3-4 times already i feel inspired to move forward and gain more for nurishment for my soul and beyond inshaallah.
The book is called ; In The Early hours by Kuram Murad i think?